Saturday, September 22, 2007
Bah, haven't blogged for a long time.
I'm not in a blogging mood now, cos of EOYS and RS. I must mug mug mug mug! Otherwise I'm going to fail :(
4:57 AM
Friday, September 14, 2007
Band has always been a fun part of life, but yesterday, I just suddenly felt depressed about band. Like Sam, I really wish that Wanjing never quit band, so that I would never have had to change sections. My trombone-playing sucks, Xinyi is way better than me and I'm afraid Yufei and Bingrui too. How can I be a direct when I play worse than my junior? And even if I go back to the euphos now, I'll also be much worse than Sam and maybe even Amanda. I feel torn between two sections now, neither belonging to this nor that. And the worst thing is knowing I may not be able to take part in elections next year, nor SYF'09, nor Farewell'09. How will I feel if all my batchmates have a role in band, while I do not, and having to endure that for half a year?Really, if I quit band or go away now, it may not cause so much pain for me in the near future. I still love band and my section and Sam, and I still enjoy it, but it's becoming a heartache.
Anyway, thanks Sam for that heart-to-heart talk yesterday.
12:32 AM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Omigosh. Just now when I was doing my homework, I swear the table was shaking. Then it stopped. Then it started again. My parents felt it too, so we grabbed Sunny and went down to the pool, and mum called all her friends down. There were many other people too. The pool was shaking quite a lot even though there was no wind and nobody swimming in it. My dad says it was a tremor.
So scary. I mean, Bukit Timah is supposed to be the safest place in Singapore, according to Geography, so it means if there really is an earthquake, we will have nowhere to run to.
Hope we survive.
4:35 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Haven't posted for a really long time. Anyway, had this TOTALLY weird dream last night, which started off with the RJSC conducting the radio (probably because he is really pro in my mind), then changed into a scene in the band room where he was teasing Bingrui like a baby (you know - googoo, gaga), and then somehow he changed into my brother, who flicked me pretty badly. I think I should go for some dream interpretation course, because I've had some really strange dreams (including Ee Iyn telling me she was scheduled to die xD).
Yupyup, had section springcleaning yesterday. Haha, I was sorting the scores while Xinyi pumped the slides. AND WE NEED NEW SECTION FILES!! Jolyn won't help me buy :( Well, she malued herself in front of Amanda yesterday xD Serves her right! Then again, she was quite sweet, giving me and dot coasters and a one-word letter. Sometimes I think I'm too mean to her :(((( SORRY JOLYN!!
Xinyi keeps mutilating my name!! It's ALICIA, not AAAAALISHIAAAAAAAAA! And Ee Iyn's really weird, she says now when she sees my new hair, she keeps thinking of me as serving her hot green tea (????). Well, my dad said that we have some at home, in case she wants :D
Oral prac today was.............. I can't believe I actually got so confused at the end about the statement about confusion >.< Felt like retard when the whole class was laughing at me. Dot was grinning all the while, and Miin laughed out REALLY loud at one part :(((( Felt so embarrassed. At least I didn't fail chinese pt.
Grrrrr. Have to lug heavy instru to school tomorrow and lug heavy instru + pail home. SAVE MEEEEEEEE!!
PS. OBS sounds scary. I feel tempted to write down 'fear of heights' as a medical condition. What
if I look down some cliff and faint and fall down? Wonder what is the death rate of OBS...
11:49 PM
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Had a very meaningful morning :)) I finished my philo research, tried doing one chinese book review, took Sunny out for a walk and gave her a bath! Now she smells nice, because all her doggy smell has been washed away :D Then we went to Bukit Timah Plaza for lunch, and the place is really new now! It used to be a dingy old building, but now after the renovations, it seriously looks modern (at least the supermarket does). Had lunch at the nice cafe with mum, and then went to buy a can of doggy stew for sunny ^-^ She's going to have a nice dinner :)
I am planning to do some indiv today - don't care about the nieighbours! Haha, I wanted to creep into my brother's room at night and blast in his ear, but was worried I might give my parents a heart attack :D Heehee, serves him right for being a mean, violent brother. That day after REACT, we went J8, and he gave me two colourful bruises on BOTH my shins, and then tried using one of his rugby tactics to trip me! GRRRRRR.....EVIL!!!
Well, I broke my own promise and played the piano today :( It looked quite tempting, and so I started playing my exam pieces, after swearing I would never even think about them anymore. Sigh!
Haha, sam and her coconut head! xD
10:18 PM
Monday, September 3, 2007
REACT was quite like any other band camp, so it was fun :) Dot didn't die after all (mwahahahaha), and the guy she called 'Lit freak' turned out to be my ex-schoolmate! In fact, all my ex-schoolmates who joined band are the nutty type :D The games were fun, and RJCSB is super pro (dancing queen!) :))))
Xinyi says Amanda is mad because I named my trombone Paulina, which is apparently her ex-SBM's name (Xinyi said it was Pollyanna!). Anyway, it is now in Yufei's SL-ish hands (thanks to Xinyi's kind interference), so she can come up with another name :)
Oh, and Ee Iyn's muffins are *gasp* HEAVEN!!!!!
Today, we wasted 2 hours in the China Embassy, queuing up, and after all that, we found out we left our dad's passport at home =.= So it cost us 2 whole hours, and we have to go again another day!!! Grrrrr......
Had lunch at coronation plaza, and had a nice discussion with my mum and brother about schools. No offense to NY people, but ever since I joined RGS, there has always been this impression in my head that we are better than all the other girl schools. It must be because of RGS' propaganda! Well, it is indeed having some effect on me >.<
11:06 PM